100th post in this blog!!!

Well, this few days quite emo...

think too much perhaps...

people tend to think too much when they have too many of time, too less things to do..

It's really ODD!!I don't like this feeling...

so sick with that...><

it has been affecting my mind n my life these days...

n I don't like it!!
but i couldn't do anything to SHWOOOO it away...=(

AW~~it's annouying!!!
Things didn't get well if u keep on thinking, it will only change if u take action to alter it!!

Let's work hard to strive for the best for final exam~~!!!

gonna go back home on thursday...looking forward for that day~~~

I need positive energy eagerly, n I know I can get it from my lovely home ♥ 

I know I didn't do well for my mid term tests n is time to wake up n work hard!!

I know u are quite sad these days, I couldn't help u, n I also don't know how to help u...

just can tell u, STAY TOUGH~~

support u always=)

Like this quote so much:
Listen to your heart, n u will know what u actually want...

社服冬至营

有些人，把课业放在第一，任何活动都不参加。
有些人，把活动放在第一，导致课业兼顾不来。
而我，觉得适中就好。活动，只参了社服一个。

这一次，以一个学习的机会，当上了冬至营营长。
哇.....营长？我这生人当过最高的好像就是班长哦！
从筹办工作开始，我常常说的一句话就是：：“我的头脑organize不到了。”
太多东西要看、要烦，让我深深地体会到当一个leader还真的不容易。
感谢这段期间给我back up还有愿意教我的很多人，当中尤其是华维，你们让我学习及成长了很多！谢谢你们！

这段时间其实压力也蛮大的，但有人愿意听我诉说、给我意见，让我觉得好多了！
感谢你，智贤.....^^
从这个营，我学到的东西还真的很多。
就好比情绪控制、说话方式及stress management。
当然还有一点，就是不只要对自己有信心，也要对别人有信心，这真很重要。
虽然我还不能做得很好，但总算有进步了少少。

说到营当天，看到小朋友们的到来，好多熟悉的面孔哦！
看到他们，都会问他们还记得我吗，有些还自己来问我，“姐姐，你还记得我吗？”
感觉好温馨哦～～

在监督过程中，我会问问小朋友们觉得今天的营怎么样，他们很多都给我一样的答案，就是——不好玩，因为一天罢了!!!=.=
我反问他们，是不是3天的营就好玩？
他们都很异口同声的回答我：是！
哇...就因为是一日营所以不好玩？

其实经过《浮罗的ginna》营后，他们都很希望我们在回去办营，还有小朋友曾经要求我们办6天的营呢！
小朋友，你们不累，但我们会累哦！
当中还有些爱搞怪的男营员们，拿猫来吓我，还说我这么大个人怕这么小的一只猫?!
其实我也不想的好不好？

Alvin，你还真的很可爱咯！你妈妈肯定爱死你了！

看看纯真的他们，你有有多久没对爸爸妈妈说声
“谢谢”，说声“我爱你”呢？

但，当我们即将分开一起跳营歌营舞时；当我们得到家长的肯定时；当我们得到小朋友的认同时，还真的很感动！
营员们跟我们闹着玩；家长主动问我们几时还会办营、他们可以怎样得到通；，小朋友要我们在下一次办营时book个位子给他们时，我知道我们一班筹委及营委的努力，都不是白费的！


感谢所有人的配合+努力，让我深深体验到我们是一个团队，很棒很棒的团队！
有你们真好！<3
虽然很累，但再累，都是值得的！
谢谢大家为我创下了人生中另一个美好回忆=)

有些人

有些人，是因为你对他好，所以觉得你好。
有些人，是因为懂得你的好，所以想要对你好。


藉着这两个立场，想想你身边的朋友，他们在你心中会是哪一种人？
我  在你心中又是那种人？

现在的我，真的比以前看开很多了
很多事都会选择——“就让它去吧” 的心态
不会去顾虑太多...
换个角度来说是让自己更好过...

朋友，虽然联络少了，但你在我心目中还是那么的有分量
我还是在意你的！
知道你过得很好，也许该说，你看起来过得很好!
对!!! 是“看起来”...
因为我不知道你真正内心世界是不是真的过得很好

人长大了，会习惯性把自己的内心收藏起来
有问题自己扛，有心事自己藏
因为我们都知道每个人都有自己的问题
进而不想再去增加别人所有的负担
所以变得把自己隐藏得很好

但往往有些人，会把所有问题发泄出来
发泄出来，可能是件好事
但在某种层度上，别人会觉得你的发泄，对他们来说是一种负担
做人，本来就很辛苦了，你有想过要别人再去顾虑你的情绪的话，他们会更辛苦吗？


找到一个朋友很难
找到一个能跟你谈心事的朋友更难
找到一个有时间跟你谈心得朋友更更更难
所以，珍惜那个愿意+能听你说心事的朋友 =)

life.family.friends

Oh no!!!this week i only attended for a 1 hour class n a 2 hours test...
skipped a lot of class ady...
Time flies and we already finished all of our mid term papers..
All I can say about this semester's mid term tests is ==> 全军覆没
I'm ready to get the first FAIL in my life, or maybe 2???*touchwood*

Final is just around the corner and.......
I'm so dead now...=(
What I can conclude is:
This is really a TOUGH semester!!!>.<
yet I'm still lengang lengang n doing nothing to RESCUE my results...

Oh yes!!This semester I had went back home for 4 times ady!!!hehehehehehe...
HOME is a place for me to recharge myself, to temporary forget about my hectic life...
Met family, relatives n lovely babies...
You all always care about me, give me love, and take good care of me..
I feel so glad and so warm to have u all...=)

But these two times when I went back home, I can't meet my KP Gang's friends..
Perhaps now is the time for us to busy on our own things...
Anyway, I would like to tell all my friends,
I do always miss u all...
*SHOUT OUT LOUD*
kankan, kylie, susu, ahsim, ahguan, ahzai, ahboy, billy, man man, suki, vikie...............
how's life???????

and I always know,
we are so close though our distance is so far,
close in deep of heart...^^
I love you all...<3




Take up a GREAT job, and I wish I can do the best for it~~~!!!
Wish me luck (:

你真的很恶心!!!

我从没试过这么讨厌一个人
你是第一个
我已经很努力地在控制自己的情绪了
但你还是让我失败了

请不要消费我们  利用我们!!!
突然觉得自己很cheap  为什么知道自己被利用了还是要静静的在配合
对   没错   因为分数  
就是因为分数!!!

朋友告诉我:
这就是以后你出到社会肯定会遇到的事情
这就是现实  
对，我知道
但我还是很接受不了
真的很气很气
为什么不大声对你说“不!!!”

lesson of the day：
不要为自己做过的事找借口~~~

A touch-deep-into-my-heart story.life.people

"I just want to be normal like other people."

"So, you lived by yourself since you are 5 years old?"

"Yes. I live like that for 10 years. I slept on stairs or public toilet."

"I sing because I enjoy it! I am not a good singer, but i just enjoy it."

Once he starts to sing, I start to cry.
A touch-deep-into-my-heart story, life and people.

I just wanna to give u a hug...You're so great!!!
You're fascinated by the singer in the night club, but I am fascinated by YOU!!!

人因梦想而伟大
这video害我哭惨了～


I saw ppl wrote this at youtube:

Attention all motivational speakers throughout. You have written tons of books, spoke on millions in talk shows and on the stage on inspirational topics like Courage, Survival, Compassion , Faith. You talk about ability to bounce back, hope for a better tomorow, dreams that never die. Well I'd say do away with your scripts, forget the long hours of practice you had in the microphone. Just show them this 8 minute video of Choi Sung Bong and it will bring more impact to your audience.


I CAN'T STOP CRYING~~~THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER SEEN SUCH A AMAZING PEOPLE AND WITH A AMAZING VOICE!! fighting and i believe that all of us here are supporting you such a gifted boy... your parents may be feeling regret now of leaving a cute baby before,, btw enjoy your wonderful life and you are amazing!


"Regardless of his hard like, he passionately runs toward what he really wants."

I love this video to the MAX!!!
People, fighting for your life start from today!!!

Sungai Lembing + Kuantan Teluk Cempedak 5/11/2011 to 6/11/2011

等了3年，我终于终于终于去到sungai lembing 了啦~~~!!!

感谢朋友们的厚爱，跟了"乱了很久"的我去到了这地方...

尤其是阿zai，因为不久前才来过的他，又陪我们来+当了我们劳苦功高的司机老大...=)

由于是 Raya Haji 的关系，2.30am，到了KL我们就开始了塞车之旅...

到了5.30am 后才回到了“车走的路”———没有塞车了...

3小时走了不到50km的路，痛苦到。。。

7.00am，我们到了林明山。

uncle 用它sibeh 有力的jeep载我们上山了!!

我们在 jeep 上面“盾”了一个小时，太high的我们好像有点吓到uncle了...XD

好喜欢这张照片哦..----在jeep上=)

坐了45分钟的jeep后，还有一段差不多45分钟的山路要爬...
在uncle和ah zai的又哄又骗的“还有5分钟就到了”之下，我们终于到了瀑布！

我终于看到了传说中的彩虹瀑布，当时的我是high到～～

后面有一道很浅的彩虹...=)

我们在帮pantene免费宣传...XD

好照的合照...uncle 的防水相机拍的照片 so so 罢了...遗憾~~

大头照~~

uncle 说这叫半斤八两~~只要找到平衡点，这颗石头就能站在上面，风吹雨打都不会倒下...^^

上岸后还有传说中的“山水maggie面”+“山水milo”，谁还真的是从瀑布拿来的。。

山路很难走，石头很滑，但看到彩虹的那一刻真的觉得一切都是值得的...

睡了一觉，我们出发去kuantan啦~~

ah sim的朋友带我们吃了一桌子的晚餐+带我们去TC的海边。

TC的海边很大很大，完全看不到边界。。。

吹吹海风，还真过瘾~~

脚被买了~~

ah sim 的朋友。。。

当晚还去跟小朋友抢秋千，小朋友很大方地让给我.

结果我坐了上去，被ah sim荡得很高，秋千上的铁还在摇啊摇的，吓死我了...=.="

nice shot=)

好喜欢的照片=)

回到去睡一觉，第二天早上5点就起床去爬山了，要去看日出!!

千辛万苦的爬上山去，得到的结果竟然是...........

没有太阳的日出....=(

太阳太害羞，躲起来了...T.T

然后就下山去吃了早餐，人是多到...这里的人还气得真早...

吃了《阿贤人情味》介绍过的干捞面，很很很便宜...

2个人RM4.60耶!!!!

我还以为我听错了...

过后去了吊桥，没拿到照片哦~~!!

很爽的吊桥，我还是很high。。。

可是man man是怕到...

我们还遇到一个“重量级人物”，她每走一步，整条桥都倾向她走的方向....LMAO

过后再去了TC沙滩，很多个小时都呆在那里...

我们去画石头。。。

那里的McD招牌长这个样子的。。hahahahahaha

向我们鞠躬????

快乐的日子总是过得特别快...

就这样，我们出发回家了...

感谢好友的相伴，为我画下了买好的回忆...

林明山，一个充满人情味，有山有水的好地方...

强力推荐给大家=)

遗憾的是，我又被晒黑了...=(

消化不良

现在的心情很复杂 很乱

最近时间过得很快

很多事情我还来不及消化  它就过去了   

很多事都没有处理好

为什么？？

我的天空今天有一点灰.....................

心情跌入了谷底

我真的需要好好发泄

话说

最近爱上了看别人的blog， 也爱上了几米 :)
是种享受  太妙了


分享下几句名言：

1.最可怕的不是陌生人，而是逐渐陌生的态度


2. 不可以随意打扰别人，也别好奇别人在做什么，快快乐乐地做回你自己就行了


3. 世上最可怕的话是"我爱你，但是...."。最感动人心的话是“但是，我爱你...”。


4. 你怎么可能没有男朋友/女朋友???——最令人讨厌的话。


话说这第4句话，那天在家时就跟阿姨提及某某有很多人追，阿姨问我说，“那你呢？” 我答说：“没有哦，market不好～”。
表弟听到了，大大声地说：“不是market 不好，是没有market 啦!!!”。
汗颜 =='''
但还说的真对。

又话说有一天，朋友提到“某某拍拖、分手、再拍拖了，你怎么还是单身啊？是时候反省下了啦!!!”  又被BOOM了。

朋友说，顺其自然啦，想太多没用的。对，没错！我举脚赞同！
但几米说：爱情最好不要顺其自然哦～～
该听谁的？—————— 听我的 XD

要考试了，书还没动到～

徐若萱有《爱笑的眼睛》

我有“爱睡的眼睛”。。。

醒咯!!!!

上星期都很忙

社服新生见面会, SOM Interaction Day, Melody's Graduation Day

渐渐地，我发觉在不同的地方会学会全然不同的东西，也有不同的归属感

我现在才知道，归属感这样东西，原来对我来说是这么的重要

一旦没有归属感，就不会有心要做那件事了

所谓归属感，到底是什么东西？

对我来说，就是你在那里找到属于自己的位置

你在那里是重要的

p/s: 很抱歉在有些地方真的找不到那些感觉

最近面对到谢事情，很矛盾，很彷徨

感谢雪奕大姐你点醒了我

旁观者清...这句话真的很对

经过大师您的指点，小妹觉得好多了!!!感恩<3

oh yes!!!要回家了!!!!!!

回家能给我很多很多的正能量

家，是一个让我充电+休息的好地方

不开心时也会很想回家去

但我不至于是那种回想家乡到哭的类型啦

回家....assignment....mid term test....

加油哦!!^^v

一个interaction day, 搞得我晒黑了!!!
原来UV light 真的这么厉害,不可小看它!!!=(

lesson of the day

the art of talk
I really need to learn
be polite, be rational
think before my speech
dun be overreact


so sorry to those I had displeased..
sorry..
I really meant it..


yesterday I read something:
<在真正的朋友面前做真正的自己，是最快乐的!!!>
the first reaction when I read this is like: "WOW this is so true!!!"..
but NOW I realised something..
mayb I will feel very happy when I show the true self of mine, 
but my friends might not be happy with that.


here comes the problem..
I will "REVIEW" myself n try to be better!!

B+

不好意思
要制造下网络垃圾
最近心情很不好
自己也不知道为什么
什么都不想做，只想吃+睡!!!!!!!

一直重复提醒自己：
be positive, be positive


顺便祝一下智贤,生日快乐哦!!!
要快高长大哦~~~
自己一个人跑去 first avenue 都不约我
我生气了啦~~!!!

社服，加油!!!!!!!!

转眼间回uni一个月多了..真的很快!!!

最近都很忙

都在忙社服的东西吧!!!

迎新展览，迎新夜练习+表演，开会，联谊

忙归忙，但忙得很开心的^^

不知不觉，参加社服一年了

短短的一年，回忆却是满满的...

记得当初不知道怎样误打误撞地去参加了社服新生见面会，

然后开始筹办小学营

然后再误打误撞当了坊委

现在就要很努力的找新生来参加社服

当我看到小学生要我们再回去办营，还要是5天4夜的营，真的是OMG!!!

5天4夜???很要命咯!!!!

但看到他们这么期待，搞得我也非常期待再次回去办活动!!!!!!

迎新夜展览

最爱的姐妹!!!!!

很努力地在绑头发XD

牺牲很大的ah sam~~~感恩=)

联谊。。。个人非常喜欢这照片=)

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈...看一次笑一次=p

我做的海报...新生见面会!!!

属于社服～～很可爱的logo

社服烂瓜老瓜中瓜统统来!!!等着小瓜来参与哦!!!!!!!!

At this moment

I miss you.
All of the sudden.
As I always do.
How are you??
This is the question always come to my mind.
It's so common that I saw someone on the street which looks alike with you and I thought that's you.
But I know this is not the truth.
This is not going to happen, forever and ever.

When I read this quote, I think about you again.
You are so far form me, yet so near to my mind and my heart.
I miss you.
I really do.
I just realised I don't have any photo of you.
This is the greatest regret!!!
When I talked about you with others, I realised that my eyes will get wet.

Hope you will have a GREAT life.
You will stay in my mind forever though you are now not in my life already.

People, do appreciate everything you have now!!

30 Hour Famine

一直以来对饥饿30这活动就很有兴趣，可是都没机会去参与

终于...槟城有人主办啦!!!

所以我就兴致勃勃地邀请朋友陪我去了

筹款方面，要多多感谢我亲爱的家人

筹了RM80...听起来好像很少，可是对那里的小朋友来说真的是个大数目

亲爱的智贤

10月1日...我们进营啦!!!

知道没的冲凉后，还真的想过要放弃

但还好我还是去了，因为这营，是真的很不错!!!

我的组员们^^

很开心认识大家...

虽然我们只“抢”到2罐豆奶，不是每人2罐，是1组2罐...可怜到...

但至少我们也努力过了=)

我们千辛万苦"建"出来的"家",只用了报纸,胶纸还有.......鞋子!!!

听到营长们讲的故事，真的有很大的感触...

其中一个印象最深刻的故事是：

那些贫困国家对节省孩子方面还很缺乏知识

曾经就有个接生婆直接写上孕妇的肚子上，以为只要把孩子“挤”出来就能了

结果母子都丧命了...

没有任何文具，我们用“手”和水彩完成的画!!!

其他组的作品=)

world vision 有个助养孩童的活动，

有兴趣的话可以到 www.worldvision.com.my 去看看

个人很有兴趣，会再考虑看看...

很有纪念价值的照片!!!

在营里的30个小时，会累会饿，但我们都撑过去了!!

尤其是剩下最后几小时，真的是饿到...

最开心的时候，莫过于是在倒数3分钟的时候!!!

真的还蛮难以置信自己真的撑过去了!!!!!!!!!!

感谢理大工程系+饥饿30+世界宣明会

给我们这么好的机会去体会+帮助贫困国家...

饥饿30加油!!!!!!

grey day

not in mood right now!!!!!
very very grey today...
"be positive please!", I keep on reminding myself...
but seems like this doesn't help..
friends said that I will show my superb BLACK FACE when I'm not in mood..
Yes, I am...
so sorry, my friends...

cant focus at all during the class just now..
like very busy n gt no time to let me rest well recently..
I NEED TO REST!!!

gonna rush out soon again..>.<
now what I can think is only McD..


McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...
McD...


I want to eat!!!

我回学校了!!!!!

回学校也一星期多了  开始适应回学校生活了
但谈起我的"新"房间   OMG
超讨厌的  


电话没有line
wifi 又很不stable
笨厕所还害我一边冲凉一边淹水
还有我的衣橱+床好像随时会倒下来酱，很不稳
衣服又晒不到太阳，不会干
超想念我8楼的房间!!!!!!


真的很不喜欢这间房间   但还是要住
算了吧   忍一忍  一年很快就过了


说到上课   讲师们好像都很勤劳
可是我还是老样子   很恨很懒惰
说要读书做功课的.........


还有ko-k   很好笑的拿到了气功
呼......吸.....呼......吸.......
哈哈   期待第一堂呼吸课!!!

痛，说一次就复习一次！

有一只猴子，肚子被树枝划伤了，流了很多血。它见到一个猴子就扒开伤口说，你看我的伤口好痛。每个看见它伤口的猴子都安慰它，告诉它不同的治疗方法。它就继续给朋友们看伤口继续听取意见，后来它感染死掉了。一只老猴子说，它是自己伤自己死的。  

=====痛，说一次就复习一次！=====

很深奥...但真的很对...

不要想太多，自然就不痛，自然就没事了...

朋友，加油吧!!!

你能的...

病了很久都还没好，有点担心了..

要去看医生了...

好像4-5年没去看医生，自己在家做医生了

希望明天睡醒就没事了=)

melody memories~~

it had been long time I din came here...

my blog had been deserted for almost 2 months..

yea..I have been in Penang since end of July...

worked at a kindergarten

as the assistant of the form teacher of 3-year-old class

frankly speaking, I feel like the nature of this work is quite boring..

I feel like I'm just a KAKAK!!!!

filipino????hahaha

mayb I'm not really suit in a routine work ba..

but now I'm taking accountancy, which is also a routine work......................

hehe...ignore this...

but anyway...I was quite happy here...

because the kids here is very very cute...

I LOVE KIDS!!!

haha..well..this is the most 难搞 kid!!!
but he made a lot of joke there..
he likes to scratch his head n he dun like to wash hair..
once we wash his hair for him, he will cries like hell..
one day I ask him, "why u always scratch ur head??"
he answered, "because KUTU make a NEST on my hair!!!!"
oh god, this made us laughed non-stop!!!

this is our MR. POTATO!!!haha

this is one of my favourite!!!
I love him very much...
can u imagine??he is only 3 years old but he can differentiate all the models of the car..
TOYOTA, HONDA, PERODUA, RROTON, NISSAN.....
HE KNOWS ALL THOSE!!!!

he's Benjamin...
this is my another favourite...
he gt a chubby face n round eyes...

this is my TOP FAVOURITE...
the younger brother of Benjamin..
hee...one day we asked him to smile because we want to take his photo..
but he answered us, "老西，我不会笑!!!"
he always pronounces 老师 as 老西...>.<
LOLS~~another cute cute boy=)

super leng zai arabian...=)

hee..sis n bro...they both have a super chubby face...
face like buns...hahaha

Mr. ROCK!!hee...his face smooth like an egg!!!make me jealous only...XD

wow...cute right???this will be my precious memories!!!

miss them already n I wish I can go back n visit them asap...

these all are my colleagues...
1 more is our kakak...
n 1 more is my sister...
I had learned a lot from they all n it means a lot to me...

 this is really a good working experience!!!

I love u all!!

A great big thanks to my sister n also her bf who took very good care of me for the past 1 month n half...

bought food for me,
let me be a SPOTLIGHT when u both outing,

treated me JIAK HO LIAO,

took good care of me when I sick, 

let me stay at their hostel for free,

fetched me back to my JAIL n broght me here n there...

THANKS A LOT~~~

I love u both n I'm really appreciated u both!!!