一切尽在不言中 之——言一言吧

就在这个闷到要生冬菇的晚上，想起了这里。

话说，我终于毕业了。
五年了，在槟城生活了五年，如今说走，就走了。
就在6月27日晚，打包好东西，匆匆离开了这个生活了一段不算长、不算短的城市。

遗憾的是，没能和我昔日室友出去谈谈天、聊聊近况。自从没跟你住在一块儿，就很少有机会跟你说话了，现在还放了你飞机，真的很对不起。11月一定要见到你，不然我真的很该打了。

2014年1月8日的合照，convo再拍哦！

遗憾的是，没有在校园里兜上一圈，想看看走在校园里的一个个角落，脑海中会否浮现在那儿发生的点点滴滴，串联成美丽的记忆。

我很爱的一棵树。

遗憾的是，没能见见我的direct junior，说好的喝茶呢？我又要道歉了，自从答应你要约你之后，都不知道自己在忙些什么，一个个星期就这样过去了，都还没约到你。不好意思哦，希望毕业典礼上能见到你，能和你合张照作纪念。我还没跟你合过照啦。。。

遗憾的是，没有跟我们姐妹们来个大大的拥抱，好好的道别，就这么离开了。但我们之间好像向来就不“兴”这套也，我们都是收心里，害羞含蓄的type吧。

姐妹们，我还真的很讨厌这张照片，但就是有feel。感谢一路有你们。

华先生，真的很有farewell的feel咯，谢谢你的美照。

遗憾的是，没能好好说再见。

但想想也是，有遗憾，记忆才会更深刻。

其实上个学期末study week回家时已经开始非常非常的不舍了，自己坐在巴士上的心情，到现在还清晰记得，脑海中浮现的每个片段，搞得我整夜未眠。最重点的是耳机里传来的歌曲，怎么每一句歌词都唱出了我的心声啊？五月天阿信说，伤心的人别听慢歌，看来真的很对。

不敢听的歌，其一。

就因为有了这个“痛苦”的回程记忆，搞得我这一次逼自己不准听歌，不准回忆，不让自己去想，逼自己入睡——怎么感觉像是在逃避呀？绝情也好，逃避也罢，总之就是不敢去想，只怕回忆汹涌而来，逼得我招架不住。

必须一提的是，感谢三位好友的送行。话说我活这么多年还真的是第一次有人这样的送我，因为我一向习惯潇洒，上、下车跟家人说了“拜拜”，外加“小心开车，到了打给你”，就自己搭巴士或搭飞机去了。谢谢你们给了我不一样的记忆。

伙伴们，敢把我忘了，我会让你们。。。。。等着瞧！

槟城，这个美丽的城市，活着美丽的你们，有着快乐的点滴，我挥一挥衣袖，装着满满的回忆，潇洒地离开了，再见啦!

Don't Run, Walk

人生最痛，会不会是：离不开，但又回不去？
我绝对没有emo，只是不知道为什么这句话会出现在脑海中。
Ops，少年不知愁滋味，为赋新诗强说愁？

有首好歌要介绍：

歌词没有写进我的心，因为我没有过这样的经历，但不知道为什么他的声音配上一句句的歌词，就是一个字“棒”！好沧桑的一把声音！

有时候，生活上碰到了什么不顺心，可以试着放下一切，去外头走一走，看看蓝蓝的天空、青青的草地；听一听虫鸣鸟叫、车子声、脚步声、欢笑声，细心观察周遭的一草一叶。
最最最重要的是，请务必放慢你的脚步。

你会豁然觉得，其实所有的事，都没什么大不了，是我们把它放大了而已。
匆匆忙忙，为了忙而忙，有意义吗？

Random update

The blogging mood is officially ON!
My blog is usually full of words, but somehow I understand readers, people likes to view photos and hates to read blog occupied by words (me too!).
Sometimes, I will just look at the photos at the blog and ignore those words, except for those friends who I really cared about =D
Yes, I do like to write a lot of essays at my blog.


Spent some time to investigate the Top 3 Popular Posts at my blog, which is with the most readers.

Top 1: Penang Armenian Street - Ernest Zacharevic's Paints
http://peiyin0602.blogspot.com/2012/07/penang-armenian-street-ernest.html

Top 2: 給：社服人
http://peiyin0602.blogspot.com/2012/05/blog-post.html

Top 3: I'm feeling good today
http://peiyin0602.blogspot.com/2012/05/im-feeling-good-today.html


Back to the topic, it has been a while since I sit at home and do nothing after my internship.
All my life is facebooking, instagram, eat, sleep, watch tv and read novel.
I wanted to go travel instead of rot at home, but too bad, no one wants to join me for a trip, even for a short distance vacation due time and money constraints.
Aikzz.. I am craving for a Bangkok trip badly!!!

Ops, coming September will be my last year in USM, and it will probably be the last year of study in my life!
By the way, I miss my friends at USM, looking forward to meet you all!

Dispirited Study Week

Omo! Today is 27th of December, my study plan is not work at all!
This is the semester that I relax the most.
How am I going to sit for exam in 6 days time?
Running Man keeps seducing me, they are just too interesting and I can't let them go.
Plus I rather sit there daydreaming and do nothing and not even want to touch my book.
My dad also beh tahan me and asked me, "You still don't want to study ar? Later can't finish your revision ar", and my response to him is "Oh, later, few minutes later", and in the end I did nothing and went to bed.

Is this the consequence of the "too positive"?
Or I have already promoted to a higher level which is 放下一切，尽情享受?

Beauty up my life?

枯燥的日子。
除了赶assignment，还是赶assignment，生活好沉闷。

我需要疯狂一场。

对任何事都兴趣缺缺，兴致缺缺，信心也缺缺，我也不想要闷闷不乐，生活调剂品去了哪儿？
生活需要增添些色彩，调色盘是有了，但颜料在哪？

A gateway to escape

Good day.
This morning I woke up with a good mood.
Although the upcoming event - my assignment has to be redo - ruin my mood a little bit, but I still feel good.

I think it's good for us to not following any plan or rules and just follow our heart, DO WHAT YOU WANT.
Put aside the annoying assignment that I actually planned to do, enjoyed the Running Man's show, had a good breakfast and went to the English group discussion.
With some laughter with my group members, and next went to a copy-whatever-you-can-copy tutorial class, and had my English discussion next.
It's not hard, just have to remember, take a deep breathe, take another deep breathe, and everything will be all right.
Life is not difficult.

Met a friend on the way back to hostel after class and got a free ride.
Life is great.

And soon after that, walked out for a dinner before attending to a night class.
Saw a rainbow on the way out and it cheered me up.
Life is wonderful.

Chit-chat with friends and it's raining.
Skipped the class and headed back to hostel and now I am updating this blog post.

Sometimes we have to be creative and get away from what we had planned before.
Do something out of plan, you will have a surprising good mood too.

Shopping Breeze

Today is a beautiful day! I am in a good mood!

I had my breakfast at Bali Bali after freezing in the lecture hall.
After I finished my hot and delicious Fish Porridge in a rainy day, my brain directed my legs to walk to the nearest bus station and took a 308 Rapid Bus to go to Queensbay Mall! My subconsciousness works!
I am seriously overbudgeted after this shopping trip! I had spent too much of money and since now I have to ikat perut to make the figures in my never-has-much-left account looks better!

I bought somethings new, happy with them! Satisfied to the MAX!!!

ALL ALEO VERA's products from Natural Republic!!!
I am addicted to their products recently! This is because their products are mild and gentle, and the best thing is they suit my skin type, and they are in a reasonable price!!!

Slippers from Step, again, I don't know how many pairs of slippers and scandals I bought from STEP until now, 10 pairs maybe??
I am one of the fans of Step!

I was craving for a new sling bag since long time ago, and now my dream had came true!!
Plus this Reebok bag is ON SALE! 50% discount!!!
I like it so much!!!

I bought some groceries, a birthday present for my dear roommate, and lastly I had my New York Cheese Cake, again! 

Wonderful day, with delicious cake, JIENG!!!

Just a simple update, hope you are also in a good mood when you are reading this! (:

Here I am

Ya, I am here in USM again!

I am back as a third year student now, but I still deeply believe that I am young, WE ARE YOUNG!!!

21 years old, Hmmmmmmm, it's time to seek for a boyfriend, Ha. Ha. Ha.

Oh I still can't get used to the life here after hibernating at home for 2 months and half.

I still want my healthy life style at home: sleep for 12 hours per day, have a jog during evening, have yummy dishes for dinner cooked by granny, AND last but not least--- TETRIS!!!!!!

But I couldn't ignore a fact, which is, it is nice to meet friends from USM, again! I miss 'em!!!

The only best thing for school reopen ='(

And another good thing is to meet my honey bear!!!! hahahahaha I missed it everytime when I slept!

I bought this from Voir, it costs RM23.60 after 10% discount, that's very clear that it is a pair of penguin, right? BUT my one of my friends said it is a bird, and another said it is a SHEEP! OH MY GOODNESS! 

Outfit for the day: A whole blue colour casual dress from Padini under the brand of P & Co, it only costs me RM19! There are a few more colours such as peach, green, black and white.

Okay, there is a big dilemma here, to go home OR not to go home for Convo week. BIG HEAD lu!

Whatever that comes to my mind.

It was a sleepless night yesterday.
I couldn't sleep well.
I dreamed of cows. LOL Three cows, sitting there, and one of them came to me when I walked pass it, then I was awake, sat on my bed, shockingly.
What is the meaning of this dream? COWS????!!!! Funny!

I can't fulfilled my wish during this holidays. I just stay at home n didn't go anywhere except Kuantan trip.
However, I saw LEE HOM!!!
It was a fascinating concert! I Love The Feeling Famine 30 Countdown Concert Had Given to Me!
Too much senses of touch, too much inspirations, too much glad of being ME, who is the lucky one which stay away from hunger, living happily in this world.
My first time ever to join a concert, around 18,000 people in Stadium Malawati, WORTH is not enough to express my feeling for it!
I enjoyed myself very much there, with Jerxian, Engyee, EeMay, Zling n also LeeHuey.
However, I got a bad news. The donation from  USM DIY Camp was being robbed!
Why the hell the non-hearted people robbed the donation? It should be belonged to the children, NOT FOR YOU!!! But what to do? Sigh.
There is RM2.35 million collected from this year Famine 30 all over Malaysia! RM2.35 million. Quite a big amount huh!

Apart from that, the night after Famine 30 Countdown Concert, there was a great badminton match betweem Dato Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan.
I couldn't watch, because of the most efficient and effective train in Malaysia- KTM, we had been stucked at the Bangi station for an hour, it made me late for home for the match, shit KTM!
I could only update the score from Engyee's phone, and after her phone ran out of battery, I could only call my cousin and lastly I heard that Dato Lee can only won the silver medal.
However, I'm very proud of him, because of him, I'm proud to be a Malaysian!
Congratulation! "Skills win you medals, attitude wins you hearts!", a great quote from the commentator of ESPN.

Well, how did I spent my holidays at home?
I read a few novels, Beautiful Malice, The Lucky One, The Secret, Twilight, Breaking Dawn.
Too free!
And I went for 2 movies, Step Up Revolution and Total Recall.
I don't have the chance to catch up Ice Age 4, The Dark Knight Rises and also Spiderman.
Other than that, I watched dramas, 回到三国、护花为情、小资女孩向前冲、仁显王后的男人.
Movies, dramas, novels, the only three things in my holidays.
Time wasted easily, and my happy holidays left only 27 precious days.

好高骛远？井底之蛙！

今天上课时朋友们谈到了internship，好快，sem 4 要完了啦！这意味着我就要成为第三年生了，也意味着我们就要去 internship 了！

我的天啊！我有点接受不到，因为我没想那么远，我不想你们那么好高骛远，我看东西看不远，看到我前面一点点罢了，看不到一年后三年后五年后的。

问题又来了，我好久没再去想的问题———梦想。

又害我pekcek了一下下，emo了一下下。

我看不到路啦，有路咩？明明就没有，为什么你们看到我看不到？等下我去google看找到没有。

很好，问题，好像又没有解决到。

然后，要很感谢萍萍带了我去久违的Queensbay，去了Winter Warmers 吃好料，再去starbucks 排长长的队买我“饥渴”了很久很久的frappuccino，偶尔享受下贵妇的生活也不错嘛！

RM8.50 after tax，很值得咯！

我发现，其实我也很长情下嘛！这个书包，我用了3年多，从来没把它打入过冷宫，而且还保护得好好的。我的背包，用到现在还没烂～～我买过的Roxy产品里最最最耐用的一个！

很无聊的我～

今天是511——妈咪的生日，愿她永远健康美丽❤

Battery Low

It's tiring.
I'm stress!
I need to rest.
It's not that easy as I thought!
Happy go lucky?
I wish this could really help!
I wish everything go well.
*Praying hard

life.family.friends

Oh no!!!this week i only attended for a 1 hour class n a 2 hours test...
skipped a lot of class ady...
Time flies and we already finished all of our mid term papers..
All I can say about this semester's mid term tests is ==> 全军覆没
I'm ready to get the first FAIL in my life, or maybe 2???*touchwood*

Final is just around the corner and.......
I'm so dead now...=(
What I can conclude is:
This is really a TOUGH semester!!!>.<
yet I'm still lengang lengang n doing nothing to RESCUE my results...

Oh yes!!This semester I had went back home for 4 times ady!!!hehehehehehe...
HOME is a place for me to recharge myself, to temporary forget about my hectic life...
Met family, relatives n lovely babies...
You all always care about me, give me love, and take good care of me..
I feel so glad and so warm to have u all...=)

But these two times when I went back home, I can't meet my KP Gang's friends..
Perhaps now is the time for us to busy on our own things...
Anyway, I would like to tell all my friends,
I do always miss u all...
*SHOUT OUT LOUD*
kankan, kylie, susu, ahsim, ahguan, ahzai, ahboy, billy, man man, suki, vikie...............
how's life???????

and I always know,
we are so close though our distance is so far,
close in deep of heart...^^
I love you all...<3




Take up a GREAT job, and I wish I can do the best for it~~~!!!
Wish me luck (:

B+

不好意思
要制造下网络垃圾
最近心情很不好
自己也不知道为什么
什么都不想做，只想吃+睡!!!!!!!

一直重复提醒自己：
be positive, be positive


顺便祝一下智贤,生日快乐哦!!!
要快高长大哦~~~
自己一个人跑去 first avenue 都不约我
我生气了啦~~!!!

我回学校了!!!!!

回学校也一星期多了  开始适应回学校生活了
但谈起我的"新"房间   OMG
超讨厌的  


电话没有line
wifi 又很不stable
笨厕所还害我一边冲凉一边淹水
还有我的衣橱+床好像随时会倒下来酱，很不稳
衣服又晒不到太阳，不会干
超想念我8楼的房间!!!!!!


真的很不喜欢这间房间   但还是要住
算了吧   忍一忍  一年很快就过了


说到上课   讲师们好像都很勤劳
可是我还是老样子   很恨很懒惰
说要读书做功课的.........


还有ko-k   很好笑的拿到了气功
呼......吸.....呼......吸.......
哈哈   期待第一堂呼吸课!!!

should I??

my last few blog posts showed that I am very desperate??

huh? desperate????

few of my friends told me this..

hahahahaha...no no no...no such thing la, friends..

BLOGGING is the only space for me to express my feeling..

a place for me to be just myself..

I'm here today to express my feeling!!

YOU, please la...

don't damage my reputation la...

you are the first and only FRIEND that I ever blocked!!

cool har??

get away from my world please!!

Aiyo...I rot at home for almost 2 months d...

What should I do??

work??==>lazy

continue like this??==>good idea=)

ask my dad buy dslr for me but he rejected me!!

again n again!!

how cruel he is!!!!

So, I plan to buy it myself...^^

but where can I get the money with only be a rice worm at home?????

hee...I will get it soon!!! *(in my DREAM!!)

this few days, went to kl n seremban FEW times..

but i cant get anything but just 1 shirt...LOL

is my problem or the trend recently really not suit me??

is okay...save money ar!!

should I go penang????

should I???????

haiz...hesitating now.......

I miss Penang

思念槟城的一切
一个月没在那里了
我自己都吓到原来我会想念那里的

想念我的朋友们
zen zen, wanying, jerxian, leng leng, ping ping, sokling
还有3个月才能见你们
你们要保重哦～～

前几天拿了成绩
我的感想是==>unexpected
虽然不比别人好   但我是真的真的很开心很满意了
下个sem要更加油努力了!!!!

那天收到leng leng从槟城寄来的包裹
满满的心意   我收到了
感动感动   谢谢你哦
很开心   很开心 :)

就写到这   sekian, terima kasih =)

多多话讲

黄佩莹  你可以不要酱废吗??
废到   我很怀疑4个月后我要怎样收拾心情回去上课咯
宅女   哈哈哈
好一个形容词来形容现在的我
好心我快快去找工作啦
几天后会知道考试pass不怕pass了咯
popi popi 给我pass到完啦
小学到现在failed过1次
不想要有第二次   拜托拜托


史上最烂的分手借口是什么？
看戏看到一个   
那就是——
【还有比你更需要我的人在等我  所以我不能跟你在一起了】
哇哇哇   经典到
烂借口!!!!
-----虽然这也不管我事=.=


不知道有时也是一种幸福
有时候你不知道一些事反而会更好过
真的   真心得体会到这个point
所以我宁愿知道少一点   
给我活在自己的世界比较好


废话很多  今天写到这里先
补充下   我很很恨想念我的电话咯 
baby come back to me please!!!!!

闷到～～～

aiyoyo...才假期两天 我就开始喊闷了
惨了咯
钱又没有剩几多了
工又不知道从何找起
电脑里的戏又没兴趣看
在这样下去   我就快要发霉了啦


发觉最近的我很懒惰
没少update blog了
4月才有4个blog post  懒惰到


另外  我很想买dslr咯
天上可以掉RM2k下来给我吗??
我不贪心的   RM2k就够了啦
够给我买一架相机就好了==''


还有  最近看戏都喜欢第二男主角
哈哈   不懂有搞错没有
Red riding hood
单身男女
Dream high
Mary stayed out all night
就是这4套戏啦

期待星期六马六甲之旅!!!!

yeah!!!!

美食们～～I'm coming!!!!

我.可.以.飞.了.

考完试了咯!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

万岁万岁

这次考试   真的很很恨很恨很恨不dim咯

我完了~!!!!

但   不知道该庆幸还是伤心地说

我这次考试虽然不会做   但我都好像没rasa了

以往不会的话   会down  会不开心

但这次？？？

可能是我已经麻痹了吧

没感觉了

所以该庆幸还是伤心？？

考完试   去玩咯!!!!

很开心   很爽   很enjoy

想说：『婉莹小姐大忙人，你能抽出你一丁点的宝贵时间来陪我们   真得很不简单了  谢谢哦❤』

还有萍萍 智贤 瑞栴   

美好的一天^ ^

usm sista ever❤

今日一别   四个月后才能见了

这么久

要把持联络哦!!!! 

miss ya=)

最后  要祝罗先生生日快乐!!!!

老了咯～～～

还有   记得送我礼物啊...哈哈

happy birthday ya.......

so called exam week~~

笨电话又坏了   一年不到就坏了两次...
还好还在warranty
真的不该支持sony errison's phone???
会被气死....


今天  又废了一天
懒惰到
自己废不用紧   还要去吵智贤
sorry ah, my dear....XD


在facebook看了很多video
爽咯
这么悠闲的final week哇
我都有点佩服自己了


昨天   我竟然在朦朦胧胧中
用很凶的眼神+语气问我roomate素琳：你是谁????
哈哈哈   我又闹笑话了
笑死我


今天在想   吃了东西3小时后就会饿的我
怎样去参加<饥饿30>   30小时没得吃东西   我能吗???
哈哈   有点超乎想象


明天   真的要读书了
加油哦...❤