享受过程

昨天上了游泳的第一堂课，非常excited!!!
好久好久都没有真正去享受学习的过程，学习自己有兴趣的事物的过程，因为好久都没有找到自己喜欢的事物了。
原来，做自己喜欢的东西的感受真的真的很棒！
过程虽然艰辛刻苦，但得到一丁点小小的成果的那一刻，真的很开心！
这让我体会到，只要你喜欢你正在做的东西，吃再多的苦，都是值得的！

静下来想想，为什么我上大学上得这么痛苦？学习对我来说是件苦差呢？
原因很简单，因为我不喜欢它。

谢谢你愿意和我分享这份喜悦，也同时提醒了我，我好难好难才找到一件我喜欢的东西，我一定会珍惜它。
至于学业，就尽我最大的力量去喜欢它吧！

希望大家也能找到自己喜欢的东西，敲一敲你的心门，问一问自己，你喜欢的，究竟是什么。

PRIVACY

Everyone needs it. 

There's always something that you would like to keep for only yourself, don't wish to tell anyone. 

But sometimes share it with someone, it would be another different feel. 

Recently I always need to talk. But at last I decided to keep it to myself. 

It's not because of I couldn't find anyone to lend me his ear.

Just, I wish to solve it myself. 

I want to try. 

Sometimes I do wish my family will listen to me. 

But it's hard! I don't have the courage to talk to them. We are all shy type. 

We didn't talk to each other about this sort of things, yes, this is our habit. 

Somehow I do envy those people who can treat their family as like their friends. They can communicate like buddies. 

You might say, just try it! Maybe you can? 

开不了口, this is the phrase that I can only use to describe my feeling. 

Okay, back to the topic.

So, when people don't want to tell you something that you wish to know, forgive him. This is his choice.

But, do appreciate the one who TELLS you story. They tell you because they trust you.

And also, always appreciate the one who LISTENS to your story. 

Think about it. Hope you can understand what I wish to express.

R-E-A-L-I-T-Y

It's getting harder and harder to sit in your class.
It'a kind of hurt!
You do not have the rights to say so!
I know we are not that good.
BUT THAT'S WHY WE ARE HERE, WE ARE HERE TO LEARN, TO GET IMPROVEMENT!!!
So people, please don't ever compare a human with an animal.
It's rude!
You make me feel like I'm there just to let you insult.
Okay, I admit, maybe I'm too sensitive.

When nothing goes right, go left!
I think it's time for me to go left.

When you can't change the situation, change your attitude.
I'm trying hard.

Battery Low

It's tiring.
I'm stress!
I need to rest.
It's not that easy as I thought!
Happy go lucky?
I wish this could really help!
I wish everything go well.
*Praying hard

感触良多

最近我发现，我好像是一个圆滑的人。
圆滑不是指身体圆圆、皮肤滑滑，而是指善于察言观色、“讨好”每个人。
难听点就是见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。
哈哈哈...对，没错就是这样！
这样听起来不是很好，很努力的讨好他人，变得自己没有了自己的立场，没了主见？
不好不好！
但，我就是不喜欢有争吵，喜欢和和气气的。
有一句话是说，越在乎对方的，越容易因为小事而吵起来。
难道这样说，我不在乎身边的每个人，所以就不会跟人家吵架吗？
应该没那么严重。
但，说真的，我跟别人吵架的次数真的屈指可数，是好事，至少对我来说是好事。


回头想想，跟朋友们的距离，说远不远，说近也不是很近，只能说，感情没有捷径，只有经营。
不去经营，当初多么深厚牢固的感情都会瓦解消失不见。
借kankan的一句话，“只要我也肯拨电话给你们，我们也可以像以前一样那么聊得来吧！”。
真的，因为陌生人并不可怕，可怕的是逐渐变陌生的感觉！
当你觉得跟朋友没话聊时，那种感受是无比的难受！
给自己的借口是，太久没见面，不知从何说起，
但真正的友谊是没有时限的，真正的友谊是无论多久没见，彼此还是有说不完的话、聊不完的话题。
难能可贵的是，我暂时还是前者暂少，后者居多。



哇………今天的我感触良多呀！
情人节快乐，单身万岁！

不想

有些事，轮不到我控制。
我不想这样，但我改变不了什么。
我也很苦恼，但我不能做什么，因为我们是不同的个体，请恕我无能为力。
它就是要这样，怎样？
因为这是与生俱来的，我不能选，我没有选择。
只能看着不想看到的事发生，继续下去。
比较？怎么比？世界就是那么的不公平。
不想听，不想看，不想知道，请让我耳根清净！