Listen to my heart

September 01, 2012

Tonight

So far, yet so close.
So close, yet so far.

I know what I'm thinking.
I understand, very very well.
But I won't admit it,
not to anyone,
even to myself.

August 22, 2012

说到未来，你的脑海会浮现什么画面？

以前听人家说，要知道自己喜不喜欢一个人，就想想自己在想到未来时，喜欢的人有没有出现在你的“未来”里，有即喜欢，没有既不喜欢。
因为这意味着你有多在乎那人会不会陪你一起走未来的路，也表示了你的未来计划里有没有那人的存在。

现在我的"未来"里，没有什么人，有的，是朦胧一片，不知所措的自己。
前方的路，还不知道怎样走下去，有人相伴？单枪匹马？大红大紫？一事无成？
毫无头绪。

其实，悄悄告诉你，最怕的是 —— 一个人，一事无成，一无是处。
即三十岁时还没找到至爱，沦落为香港人所说的“剩女”，加上工作不稳定不顺利。
人生最痛啊！

回头想想，担心这么多有什么用啊？
人家都说世界末日要来了，甚至我会想说世界末日了更好，一切就这样没有了断的结束，不用担心、不用烦！———— 一时的消极。

August 17, 2012

好运来来来！

吃到这么大，我没去过 interview 咯！失败hor?
去过两次不正式的 interview，假期工的。
正式的 interview？从来没有去过。

刚刚发出了我下下个学期的 internship e-mail，老天啊，祝我好运吧！
希望一切顺顺利利！
其实每次去拜拜都会祈求一切顺顺利利，law of attraction，帮帮我吧！

想念着 usm 的朋友在们，大家可安好？

假期还剩3星期，好好过吧！

August 13, 2012

Whatever that comes to my mind.

It was a sleepless night yesterday.
I couldn't sleep well.
I dreamed of cows. LOL Three cows, sitting there, and one of them came to me when I walked pass it, then I was awake, sat on my bed, shockingly.
What is the meaning of this dream? COWS????!!!! Funny!

I can't fulfilled my wish during this holidays. I just stay at home n didn't go anywhere except Kuantan trip.
However, I saw LEE HOM!!!
It was a fascinating concert! I Love The Feeling Famine 30 Countdown Concert Had Given to Me!
Too much senses of touch, too much inspirations, too much glad of being ME, who is the lucky one which stay away from hunger, living happily in this world.
My first time ever to join a concert, around 18,000 people in Stadium Malawati, WORTH is not enough to express my feeling for it!
I enjoyed myself very much there, with Jerxian, Engyee, EeMay, Zling n also LeeHuey.
However, I got a bad news. The donation from USM DIY Camp was being robbed!
Why the hell the non-hearted people robbed the donation? It should be belonged to the children, NOT FOR YOU!!! But what to do? Sigh.
There is RM2.35 million collected from this year Famine 30 all over Malaysia! RM2.35 million. Quite a big amount huh!

Apart from that, the night after Famine 30 Countdown Concert, there was a great badminton match betweem Dato Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan.
I couldn't watch, because of the most efficient and effective train in Malaysia- KTM, we had been stucked at the Bangi station for an hour, it made me late for home for the match, shit KTM!
I could only update the score from Engyee's phone, and after her phone ran out of battery, I could only call my cousin and lastly I heard that Dato Lee can only won the silver medal.
However, I'm very proud of him, because of him, I'm proud to be a Malaysian!
Congratulation! "Skills win you medals, attitude wins you hearts!", a great quote from the commentator of ESPN.

Well, how did I spent my holidays at home?
I read a few novels, Beautiful Malice, The Lucky One, The Secret, Twilight, Breaking Dawn.
Too free!
And I went for 2 movies, Step Up Revolution and Total Recall.
I don't have the chance to catch up Ice Age 4, The Dark Knight Rises and also Spiderman.
Other than that, I watched dramas, 回到三国、护花为情、小资女孩向前冲、仁显王后的男人.
Movies, dramas, novels, the only three things in my holidays.
Time wasted easily, and my happy holidays left only 27 precious days.

July 31, 2012

Take Action!!!

之前说过“拿成绩时大哭一场就好了”，结果，预料之外，我很冷静；预料之内，成绩大跌。
想了很久，我决定了，下个sem真的要努力了！
智贤说要学某人的读书方式，不，有那人一半就好了。好，我真的要学了！不是听着先了！

我要行动了！

尤其是Advanced FRS，我跟你死过！

我对这个部落格承诺：要做tutorial，要温书，不要再last minute了！

做不到的话我就是

乌

龟

王

八

蛋

！

July 20, 2012

Penang Armenian Street - Ernest Zacharevic's Paints

6月29日应该发上的贴，现在才补上，I'm late!

Penang Armenian Street，因为GeorgeTown Festival 的关系，请来了Ernest Zacharevic 在 Armenian Street 小巷里头的墙上增添了一幅幅的壁画。
这天，我们也抵不住壁画的诱惑，到巷口里头去探个究竟！