好人 vs 好朋友

我常在想，应该再也找不到，任何人，像你们，对我这么好。

扪心自问，我自己并不是一个很好的人，但不知道为什么，我竟然这么幸运会遇到几个这么好人的朋友。

他们不求利益，不求回报，愿意牺牲，愿意帮忙，愿意倾听，愿意付出，愿意提供意见。

他们以真心对人，不只对我，对任何人都一样。

他们不辞劳苦，愿意为你做任何事。

我会想：为什么你们要这么好？

有个朋友告诉我，在社团认识的人和自己的coursemates，不一样就是不一样。

不是说coursemates 不好，而是他们对你就是跟社团的朋友不一样。

不知道你们有没有发觉到两者之不同。至于不同之处，你就自己去诠释吧！

很高兴在大学期间可以和你们相识、相知、相惜。

谢谢你们！

Lost in thought

道不同，不相为谋。

心情复杂。

当你撑不下去、想要放弃时，想一想，为什么当初你选择这一条路，想一想，为什么你能撑到这一分钟，却撑不下去。

加油！

失常

闭上眼睛，静静地听…………

躺在床上，听着周杰伦 Love Life 钢琴版音乐，不自觉的，泪湿了枕头。

怎么了？

没什么事 ---> 没有压力、没有烦恼、没有伤心事，就只是有点失常。

就在这时候，很想大笑、很想大哭、很想大唱大跳、很想撒撒娇、很想谈谈心。

很想疯狂一番。

不顾形象地疯狂一番。

很疯狂的，还想要大病一场。

怎么了？

应该改为：即使自己很失常，也绝不去打扰别人的幸福，这是原则。

Shopping Breeze

Today is a beautiful day! I am in a good mood!

I had my breakfast at Bali Bali after freezing in the lecture hall.
After I finished my hot and delicious Fish Porridge in a rainy day, my brain directed my legs to walk to the nearest bus station and took a 308 Rapid Bus to go to Queensbay Mall! My subconsciousness works!
I am seriously overbudgeted after this shopping trip! I had spent too much of money and since now I have to ikat perut to make the figures in my never-has-much-left account looks better!

I bought somethings new, happy with them! Satisfied to the MAX!!!

ALL ALEO VERA's products from Natural Republic!!!
I am addicted to their products recently! This is because their products are mild and gentle, and the best thing is they suit my skin type, and they are in a reasonable price!!!

Slippers from Step, again, I don't know how many pairs of slippers and scandals I bought from STEP until now, 10 pairs maybe??
I am one of the fans of Step!

I was craving for a new sling bag since long time ago, and now my dream had came true!!
Plus this Reebok bag is ON SALE! 50% discount!!!
I like it so much!!!

I bought some groceries, a birthday present for my dear roommate, and lastly I had my New York Cheese Cake, again! 

Wonderful day, with delicious cake, JIENG!!!

Just a simple update, hope you are also in a good mood when you are reading this! (:

阿姨

她是我妈咪的二姐，我的二姨。
自我懂事以来，她在我印象中一直都非常非常照顾我。
还记得当时我“年少无知”，犯下了错，她循循善诱地劝告我；
中学时每天到学校去载我们放学（现在才知道有人等我放学是多么的幸福）；
考试派成绩时会向父母一样问我考得怎样，直到现在还是一样；
她关心我、照顾我、疼爱我，就如我妈妈一样。

最最最深刻印象的一次是，我考上了matrik，因为得到的不是我想要的科系，搞得我万般地不情愿去那上课，但到最终决定要去时，她问我：“你真的要去吗？不想去就不要去，去私人学院读，二姨供你去读”。那一次，我们竟然抱着一起哭了。吃到这么大这是我的第一次，第二次就是华维的 Hug game 了。
最终，我还是去了。那时候，她告诉我说：“读到不开心就回来，不要勉强自己”。
好，去到那儿了，她常打电话来关心我，问我的近况，然后也塞了一大堆零用钱给我。
然后，假期到了，然后假期又结束了，她带我到巴士站搭巴士回槟城时，说不舍得我，然后又哭了。话说我妈都没有因为我要去读书了而为我哭过咯！

现在，表弟要离开家里去读是啦，她又要开始担心了。
我只是她的侄女，她都可以这么担心了，更何况是她自己的儿子？
儿子遇到了挫折，她彷徨无助，六神无主，不知如何是好。
我能做的，就只是给予精神上的支持，希望大家都好。

想起了我之前的一个status：
原理上：要出去闯闯，才知道家，是多么的温暖。
理性上：家，太温暖了，要出去闯闯，才会成长。
事实上：我只想呆在温暖的家，不去闯，不成长。

家，因为有了她，更温暖了。
谢谢你，阿姨。

Here I am

Ya, I am here in USM again!

I am back as a third year student now, but I still deeply believe that I am young, WE ARE YOUNG!!!

21 years old, Hmmmmmmm, it's time to seek for a boyfriend, Ha. Ha. Ha.

Oh I still can't get used to the life here after hibernating at home for 2 months and half.

I still want my healthy life style at home: sleep for 12 hours per day, have a jog during evening, have yummy dishes for dinner cooked by granny, AND last but not least--- TETRIS!!!!!!

But I couldn't ignore a fact, which is, it is nice to meet friends from USM, again! I miss 'em!!!

The only best thing for school reopen ='(

And another good thing is to meet my honey bear!!!! hahahahaha I missed it everytime when I slept!

I bought this from Voir, it costs RM23.60 after 10% discount, that's very clear that it is a pair of penguin, right? BUT my one of my friends said it is a bird, and another said it is a SHEEP! OH MY GOODNESS! 

Outfit for the day: A whole blue colour casual dress from Padini under the brand of P & Co, it only costs me RM19! There are a few more colours such as peach, green, black and white.

Okay, there is a big dilemma here, to go home OR not to go home for Convo week. BIG HEAD lu!