Dispirited Study Week

Omo! Today is 27th of December, my study plan is not work at all!
This is the semester that I relax the most.
How am I going to sit for exam in 6 days time?
Running Man keeps seducing me, they are just too interesting and I can't let them go.
Plus I rather sit there daydreaming and do nothing and not even want to touch my book.
My dad also beh tahan me and asked me, "You still don't want to study ar? Later can't finish your revision ar", and my response to him is "Oh, later, few minutes later", and in the end I did nothing and went to bed.

Is this the consequence of the "too positive"?
Or I have already promoted to a higher level which is 放下一切，尽情享受?

傻劲儿

为什麽要这么傻？
往往因为别人的一个动作、一句话语，就轻易地拨动了你的情绪，影响了你美好的一天。

为何这么傻？
他是他，你是你，为何要因为一个人而改变自己的初衷与去向？
别人的存在并不是要来讨好你，所以你也不是为了讨好别人而活着的呀。

可是心里还是会愧疚，会不好受。
怎麽办？

放下，你只需要放下一切。

社会。大学

不知不觉，这个sem又来到了尾声。
下下星期就是study week了，过后就考试三星期，再过后就假期半个月，然后就开始internship了。
然后然后，回来读多一年书，就要踏入社会工作了。

其实想起要离开校园，步入社会，就觉得很不可思议，好像很遥不可及那样，毕竟我人生中的21年，16年都在当学生，另外5年还不懂事，所以算起来我整辈子都在当学生，工作？？？好像不干我事。

另一方面，我曾一度想起即将要离开大学里的同系姐妹们和社团好友们，觉得万般不舍，甚至还泛红了眼眶，哈哈，现在想起来觉得自己有点夸张，毕竟只是想想罢了就这么大感触了。

中学毕业时并没有这种想法，因为我知道中学的朋友都是同乡朋友，我们还有机会见面，但大学里的朋友却不一样，因为毕业后我们都会分道扬镳，很少机会会再见面了，这让我想起一句话：有人说，友情一旦认真起来，会比失恋更痛。

但，天下无不散之宴席，我们还是得分开，但愿以后的我们还会保持联络。

哈哈，现在说这些还言之过早，这些话，一年半后再拿出来看看吧。

Beauty up my life?

枯燥的日子。
除了赶assignment，还是赶assignment，生活好沉闷。

我需要疯狂一场。

对任何事都兴趣缺缺，兴致缺缺，信心也缺缺，我也不想要闷闷不乐，生活调剂品去了哪儿？
生活需要增添些色彩，调色盘是有了，但颜料在哪？

A gateway to escape

Good day.
This morning I woke up with a good mood.
Although the upcoming event - my assignment has to be redo - ruin my mood a little bit, but I still feel good.

I think it's good for us to not following any plan or rules and just follow our heart, DO WHAT YOU WANT.
Put aside the annoying assignment that I actually planned to do, enjoyed the Running Man's show, had a good breakfast and went to the English group discussion.
With some laughter with my group members, and next went to a copy-whatever-you-can-copy tutorial class, and had my English discussion next.
It's not hard, just have to remember, take a deep breathe, take another deep breathe, and everything will be all right.
Life is not difficult.

Met a friend on the way back to hostel after class and got a free ride.
Life is great.

And soon after that, walked out for a dinner before attending to a night class.
Saw a rainbow on the way out and it cheered me up.
Life is wonderful.

Chit-chat with friends and it's raining.
Skipped the class and headed back to hostel and now I am updating this blog post.

Sometimes we have to be creative and get away from what we had planned before.
Do something out of plan, you will have a surprising good mood too.

你可以不要complain了吗？

你可以不要酱多assignment 吗？
你可以不要酱last minute吗？
你可以不要酱完美主义吗？
你可以不要酱伟大吗？
你可以不要酱多管闲事吗？
你可以不要酱负责任吗？
你可以不要理酱多吗？
你可以不要什么事都扛上身吗？


这样下去你就不用吃、不用喝、不用睡了，厉害咯，可以做仙了咯！