蓝色

在这个属于红色的节日, 怎么心情是蓝色的?
在这非常时期, 总不能这样。
真的很不想把负面情绪带出, 但我无能为力。
到底该怎么办才好?

原来最可怕的不是失去了方向, 而是知道了方向, 却走不下去。

复杂

回家啦!
又一个学期了, 没想到这么快, 大学生活只剩半年了。
心情很复杂。
从没想过我会是听歌都会听到哭的那种人, 最近怎么了?
我怎么了? 最近最常问自己的一句话。

觉得长越大, 朋友就越多, 但真正真心交心的朋友却越来越少。
能聊天说话的, 能一起吃饭的, 能一起去玩的, 能一起疯的, 能常见面的, 来来去去就是那几个。
我没有善交集 能哈拉的手段, 也一直都觉得自己是那种很难才会打开心的人, 但一旦把心打开了, 就会全心全意的人。
也觉得自己是贪心的, 想要我对你的好跟你对我的好成正比, 但是问, 这怎么可能?
王力宏有一首歌叫'爱情不能作比较', 我突然也有一个想法, 那就是: '友情也不能作比较'吗?

跟好多人的距离越来越远, 真不希望我们会变成'喝喜酒的朋友'。
想告诉你们, 我一直都在想你们。
我知道自己没有维持一段感情的能力, 只想说, 有时候可能你踏出的一小步, 会换来我的一大步。
问我为什么不自己踏出那一步? 因为我自私, 我害怕伤害, 我懦弱。

加油吧!

I am fine.

When an angel lost her wings.
When a day dreamer decides not to dream any more.
When a fish lost its ability to swim in the water.
When the smile on your face fades.
When a clown removes his make-up.

就算自己过得再不好，不要去破坏人家的幸福。
这是原则。

Like I care.

Be myself.
Two simple words, easy to understand, but why so hard to accomplish?
Why should one lost his true self in order to accomplish other's wants and desire?
Why should one accomplish another wants and desire?
It's non of your business!
Why care about it?

面具

当你以为你很了解的人并不是你“知道”中的那样，
当你知道其实你根本不懂他时，
那种感觉不是很好受，
会觉得很陌生，
心想：其实我真的懂他吗？我真的认识他吗？

但，世上又有谁是完全懂另一个人的。
每个人都有自己不想让人看到的一面，
都会努力的为自己戴上一面别人看不到，也不想让别人看到的面具。
是防备、是私隐、是自我保护，还是不信任？

当面具备揭开时，戴面具的人究竟会感觉受伤、释怀，还是自卑？
但，被你用面具阻隔的对方，又何尝好受？
他可能会因你放下了面具来面对他而感到开心，
也可能会因你一直的自我防备而感到受伤。

到底，
你们会因为这个“坦诚相见”后而相处得更融洽，
还是会因此而在彼此间筑下了一道深不可破的鸿沟？

暴露或隐藏，选择在于你。

Little things

If you really care something, little things do matter to you, no matter how little it is.
You just can't take back what you have done, unless you have a time machine.

I did wrong, I admitted it, I apologised, I learnt, I hurt, and I grew up.
But you just can't imagine how hurt it is when things happened, plus you are at the guilty side.

When night is getting darker and darker, when there's nobody beside you, when you calm down and the scene keeps repeating on your mind, when you realised how wrong you were, when you listen carefully to your lonely, beating heart, you will realised how much you care and how hurt you are.


And you will think like, why care about it, why care about it now? Not now please!
Because you will just like retarded and couldn't do anything.
Sometimes I really wish I have a boyfriend, who can listen to me and won't laugh at me for the little things that I cared.

In a relationship, the one who care more will be the one who hurt more.

Friendship is sometimes more hurtful than love, when you really care about it.

P/s: What I had written more than a year ago. How emo was I at that moment. Cheer for life =)