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September 29, 2012

失常




闭上眼睛,静静地听…………

躺在床上,听着周杰伦 Love Life 钢琴版音乐,不自觉的,泪湿了枕头。
怎么了?
没什么事 ---> 没有压力、没有烦恼、没有伤心事,就只是有点失常。
就在这时候,很想大笑、很想大哭、很想大唱大跳、很想撒撒娇、很想谈谈心。
很想疯狂一番。
不顾形象地疯狂一番。

很疯狂的,还想要大病一场。

怎么了?

应该改为:即使自己很失常,也绝不去打扰别人的幸福,这是原则。

September 25, 2012

Shopping Breeze


Today is a beautiful day! I am in a good mood!

I had my breakfast at Bali Bali after freezing in the lecture hall.
After I finished my hot and delicious Fish Porridge in a rainy day, my brain directed my legs to walk to the nearest bus station and took a 308 Rapid Bus to go to Queensbay Mall! My subconsciousness works!
I am seriously overbudgeted after this shopping trip! I had spent too much of money and since now I have to ikat perut to make the figures in my never-has-much-left account looks better!

I bought somethings new, happy with them! Satisfied to the MAX!!!

ALL ALEO VERA's products from Natural Republic!!!
I am addicted to their products recently! This is because their products are mild and gentle, and the best thing is they suit my skin type, and they are in a reasonable price!!!


Slippers from Step, again, I don't know how many pairs of slippers and scandals I bought from STEP until now, 10 pairs maybe??
I am one of the fans of Step!

I was craving for a new sling bag since long time ago, and now my dream had came true!!
Plus this Reebok bag is ON SALE! 50% discount!!!
I like it so much!!!


I bought some groceries, a birthday present for my dear roommate, and lastly I had my New York Cheese Cake, again! 
Wonderful day, with delicious cake, JIENG!!!


Just a simple update, hope you are also in a good mood when you are reading this! (:



September 24, 2012

阿姨


她是我妈咪的二姐,我的二姨。
自我懂事以来,她在我印象中一直都非常非常照顾我。
还记得当时我“年少无知”,犯下了错,她循循善诱地劝告我;
中学时每天到学校去载我们放学(现在才知道有人等我放学是多么的幸福);
考试派成绩时会向父母一样问我考得怎样,直到现在还是一样;
她关心我、照顾我、疼爱我,就如我妈妈一样。

最最最深刻印象的一次是,我考上了matrik,因为得到的不是我想要的科系,搞得我万般地不情愿去那上课,但到最终决定要去时,她问我:“你真的要去吗?不想去就不要去,去私人学院读,二姨供你去读”。那一次,我们竟然抱着一起哭了。吃到这么大这是我的第一次,第二次就是华维的 Hug game 了。
最终,我还是去了。那时候,她告诉我说:“读到不开心就回来,不要勉强自己”。
好,去到那儿了,她常打电话来关心我,问我的近况,然后也塞了一大堆零用钱给我。
然后,假期到了,然后假期又结束了,她带我到巴士站搭巴士回槟城时,说不舍得我,然后又哭了。话说我妈都没有因为我要去读书了而为我哭过咯!

现在,表弟要离开家里去读是啦,她又要开始担心了。
我只是她的侄女,她都可以这么担心了,更何况是她自己的儿子?
儿子遇到了挫折,她彷徨无助,六神无主,不知如何是好。
我能做的,就只是给予精神上的支持,希望大家都好。

想起了我之前的一个status:
原理上:要出去闯闯,才知道家,是多么的温暖。
理性上:家,太温暖了,要出去闯闯,才会成长。
事实上:我只想呆在温暖的家,不去闯,不成长。

家,因为有了她,更温暖了。

谢谢你,阿姨。

September 13, 2012

Here I am


Ya, I am here in USM again!
I am back as a third year student now, but I still deeply believe that I am young, WE ARE YOUNG!!!
21 years old, Hmmmmmmm, it's time to seek for a boyfriend, Ha. Ha. Ha.
Oh I still can't get used to the life here after hibernating at home for 2 months and half.
I still want my healthy life style at home: sleep for 12 hours per day, have a jog during evening, have yummy dishes for dinner cooked by granny, AND last but not least--- TETRIS!!!!!!

But I couldn't ignore a fact, which is, it is nice to meet friends from USM, again! I miss 'em!!!
The only best thing for school reopen ='(


And another good thing is to meet my honey bear!!!! hahahahaha I missed it everytime when I slept!


I bought this from Voir, it costs RM23.60 after 10% discount, that's very clear that it is a pair of penguin, right? BUT my one of my friends said it is a bird, and another said it is a SHEEP! OH MY GOODNESS! 



Outfit for the day: A whole blue colour casual dress from Padini under the brand of P & Co, it only costs me RM19! There are a few more colours such as peach, green, black and white.

Okay, there is a big dilemma here, to go home OR not to go home for Convo week. BIG HEAD lu!

September 01, 2012

Tonight


So far, yet so close.
So close, yet so far.

I know what I'm thinking.
I understand, very very well.
But I won't admit it,
not to anyone,
even to myself.