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February 23, 2013

It's Saturday night.


I am going back to work soon.
The feeling is like "Hell, why I have to work?".
Aikzzzz... Positive thinking, please!!!

What is work for me?
To me, work is like a non-stop routine work, boring, tedious, stressful, full of responsibility, and the most important thing is:
YOUR PROBLEM IS YOUR OWN PROBLEM.
It's not like school, friends help when you are at school, they will share their knowledge and even help you to do, they won't say no to you, they are selfish-less, and the most important thing for me, they are willing to listen to you.
At work, at least until now, I found out that I have not meet anyone I can talk with.
The most funniest thing is, yesterday when I was in the office, I looked at the clock, it was 11am, and I noticed that I have not yet talk even a word to anyone since 8.15am after I entered the office.
HAHA WHY? Such a talkative person has nothing to talk?
This is not good, really not good.

During worktime, I wait for the moment to go back home, well, it's not my home actually as I am now staying at other's house, I rent a room near my work place.
And, when it comes to Friday, I feel so relieved because it's Home Sweet Home time.
The feeling is like "Oh, Thanks God It's Friday"!!!
But it's not really burdenless if you have undone work which yet to complete.
The due date is there, you can't just leave the things there and go goyang kaki
The true feeling sounds from my heart now is:
BILAKAH BULAN LAPAN MAHU DATANG?


====The end of my abreaction. Thank you. ==== 

February 09, 2013

Here starts my internship



4th of February, the first day of my internship in BDO Seremban.
Working is tiring, plus I have to back and forth from Kuala Pilah to Seremban everyday.
Heard from senior that we gonna have OT always, and fieldwork at client's place is an usual activity, which means that we have to go to work earlier and back home later.
Everyday is busy day, I only reach home after 9pm although it was only my first week.
I even forgot to check my results and only realised this when I saw people posted about results thing at Facebook.

I realised that I have to highly alert and always have a clear mind during work, if not, I gonna have to do double work and waste a lot time.
Luckily I have seniors who are willing to help me and teach me, but I heard that we will change team for every job, so I will work with different team and different seniors, hopefully other seniors also willing to help me in near future.

Now I know that why people says CNY is the best time to rest, no need to work, and can sleep well at home.
Although I have to attend to work very soon on Wednesday, but I really appreciate that I have 4 days continuously to rest.
But where is my CNY mood???

Anyway, Happy CNY everyone =)